Welcome

Welcome to my Running for Haiti blog. After the earthquake that struck Haiti in January I decided to dedicate my marathon training efforts to raising money for the people of Haiti. On May 30, 201o I ran my first ever Marathon and raised over $1,000 for Haiti. Today, more than two years after the earthquake, the needs in Haiti remain many anbd great. If you are moved to make a donation, click the Haiti Allies link to the right. I hope you enjoy these reflections of a first-time marathon runner.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Marathon Day


I did it! I ran a marathon! It took me 5 hours and 8 minutes (roughly). By the time I was done it was close to 90 degrees and the Marathon course had been closed because of the high temperatures. Fortunately, they let us finish but encouraged us to walk. Ice and water and the incredibly faithful support of Cindy and Hollis, Julie and Avis, Martha and Marcella, Lois, Chuck and Jean, the Ono family, Paul and Cindy, Ed, Tami, Grace and Ben, and LuAnn and so many others carried me through. It was an incredibly tough but exhilerating experience. As soon as I entered the chute for final two or three blocks of the race I almost began hyperventilating with the emotion of the day. I ended strong and proud of my accomplishment and so grateful for all of the support I've received along the way.

The first 13 miles or so of the race I managed to stick with the pace group that would have completed the race in 4:45. That's a pace of 10:53 per mile. When I reached the 13 mile mark I was 2:22 into the race and the temperature was really starting to climb. Unfortunately, shortly after that the course took us around Warner Park and along Sherman Ave. where there was little to no shade and lots of pavement and traffic. I really started to feel tough as I could feel my body temperature rising. It was a struggle to keep going. No amount of water was enough during this stretch and it was toward the end of that time that they closed the course and started to encourage people to walk. I did take many more walk breaks than I might have otherwise but I was determined to finish the race as strongly as possible.

Hollis and Cindy stuck with me throughout the race and were so incredibly helpful getting me ice and gu and water and encouragement right when I needed it. I truly couldn't have done this without them and also without Julie and all the other supporters who seemed to show up at just the right time to cheer and shout words of encouragement. It was an incredible experience of the community of love and support that surrounds me and that was invested in this effort. I am humbled and grateful.

My favorite radio program is "This American Life" and I had decided to download an episode of this program to my MP3 player to listen to during the race. When I went to the website I discovered that one of their most recent shows was titled "Island Time" and was a series of stories about life in Haiti after the earthquake. How perfect! And so as I approached 3:30 into the race I turned on my MP3 player to listen to this program. It was so well done - thoughtful and interesting. They had an in-depth report of the challenges of trying to navigate the complex network of Haitian government organizations and NGOs and Haitian culture and history in order to provide support to the Haitian people that would empower them and actually be helpful. I found the reporting sensitive and insightful. It was really wonderful to listen to this program for an hour of my run and remember that although I was struggling for a few hours to complete a challenge it was a challenge I chose and it had a specific ending point.

There is no specific ending point to the struggles and challenges of life in Haiti. The opportunity to raise money through this marathon effort to support people in Haiti that I've met and that I know are doing good things with the funds we provide to them fills me with gratitude and also humility. I lift up prayers every day to the people in Haiti who are trying with such faithfulness and ingenuity and hope for their country to make a difference for the good and I feel honored to be a small part of this work. I also pray for all the people around the world who with generally honorable intentions are involved in Haiti also trying to do good. I pray for humility, compassion and the wisdom needed to do as much good as possible. Thank you all for your generous support of this effort and for lifting me and the people of Haiti in your prayers. Soon, I will be able to report how much money was raised for Haiti through this effort and properly thank all of you for coming along on this journey with me.

I do believe I have been carried through this effort by God and by all the people who gave money to Haiti Partners MCC in honor of this effort and who have offered prayers and words of encouragement along the way. I owe a major debt of gratitude to Dr. Dawn at Pro Health Chiropractic who was instrumental in keeping my body healthy and to Kristen at Orange Show Gym for being my personal trainer and fan. And last but certainly not least, I am so grateful to my dear, sweet Cindy who put up with all these hours of training and who was right there every moment when I needed her and when I didn't. She is the best partner a girl could ask for. Thank you.

Amen.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Ready for the Race

It's friday afternoon before Sunday's marathon. I've completed my final run - 2 miles yesterday morning - and my final cross training class - Push-N-Pull at the Orange Shoe Gym this morning. Now I rest and carbo load. I'm ready and getting excited about the actual race.

It's been amazing to receive all of the encouragement and support that has come my way in the past week. So many people have wished me well, said they'll be thinking of me on Sunday, expressed their pride in this effort, shared promises to appear along the route or hold me in prayer on that day. I wonder if my feet will even touch the ground I feel so held up by the wonderful community of folks that surrounds me and has contributed to this effort in a wide variety of ways. Thank you all!

If you're planning to show up along the race route, which you can find at www.madisonfestivals.com you will know it's me by looking for the bright yellow hat. On the front the hat says "Runnin 4 Haiti" and on the back it says "runnin Rev." I have Cindy to thank for this wonderful surprise. She's such a sweetheart.

Thank you all for supporting me in this effort but thank you even more for supporting the people of Haiti through Haiti Partners MCC. The road to recovery for the people of Haiti is long and complicated and I will continue to find ways to promote the small but somehow significant efforts of the Madison Christian Community's Haiti Partners Ministry. Please remember on Sunday to not only pray for me and encourage me but also to pray for the people of Haiti and for all of the people from all over the world who are somehow involved in or connected to Haiti for better and for worse. Let us pray for the best possible good to be done in every situation.

Until after the race...

Tisha

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Weeks 13 & 14

Well, I did it. On Saturday, May 8th I successfully completed the 20 mile run. It took me 3 hours and 45 minutes. The popular thinking in training for a marathon is that if you can run 20 miles then you can certainly run 26.2. After getting this long awaited milestone under my belt I do believe that since I did run 20 miles I will certainly be able to run 26.2 miles.

I was initially really nervous about running this distance. I wondered, how would I get enough water, what if I needed a bathroom, how long would it take, what would I feel like after it was over, what if I got injured 10 miles from home, how would I occupy my mind for that whole distance? Early in the week prior to the run I was having really strange dreams clearly stemming from my anxiety. But then I had some friends loan me their camel back and I decided on a route and I downloaded some stuff from NPR, watched what I ate that week to minimize abdominal stress and by Saturday morning I was ready to take the plunge.

I actually really enjoyed this run. I took my time. I heard some cool stories on the radio and listened to some great music. The temperature was pretty cool but I was comfortable most of the time as long as I kept my gloves and ear muffs on and it only started spitting rain toward the end. I took a couple of short walking breaks to get my mid-run nutrition in and I really think those walk breaks made the run more successful in the end. I'll definitely be doing that for my nutrition stops during the marathon itself. I can't even describe the feelings of accomplishment and pride that rushed over me after finishing this run. I can't wait for the actual marathon now!

Earlier today I looked back at my first post way back in February when I started this adventure and remembered again how fresh and painful the news of Haiti's earthquake was at that time. I recalled having hopes that by now there would be significant progress in the recovery efforts but I'm afraid that everything I've read and seen indicates that while some things have gotten better and some rebuilding is taking place things in Haiti are very dire and serious.

One of the bloggers I follow said in a recent post that Haitian farmers are having a hard time selling their crops because there is so much free food available to the people of Haiti from government relief efforts that they don't buy food if they don't have to. This is obviously not sustainable and re-creates a culture of dependency that is not healthy for Haiti's long term growth. What a complicated situation - people don't have money or jobs or resources and to survive they need help but the very help they receive causes hardship for others and ultimately ends up being detrimental. It seems every knot that gets untangled reveals another knot somewhere along the line.

At the same time, I have also heard and read amazing stories of ingenuity, creativity and community that are touching and hopeful including the story of a nurse from Haiti who came to Madison to learn basic surgical skills from a local surgeon so he could take those skills back home to help more people and to train other nurses. I guess the best thing to do is pray and trust and focus on doing the few small things we can do through our Haiti Partners ministry to support the wisdom and dreams of our Haitian partners as they rebuild their lives on a small scale. Will we know when or if we've gone too far, when our efforts have crossed the line between support and dependence? I pray we will and that if that happens we will act responsibly to restore balance and integrity to our work.

I've been memorizing Psalm 148. It was on the lectionary a few weeks ago and really caught my attention. I've decided to memorize the whole thing so that I have two Psalms to focus on during the marathon. Psalm 148 is a song of praise and gratitude for all the ways God has helped and guided God's people. It reminds me to be thankful even for the rain that made last weeks short runs less than enjoyable and to look around me to see how all of creation, by its mere existence, is praising God. It is in God's creativity and power and ability to make a way out of no way that I surrender to when I get worried about Haiti or about the oil spill or the wars or my own particular life challenges. This doesn't excuse my responsible action but it does take the burden off my shoulders - I'm not alone, God is in it, too and God is amazing!

Psalm 148
Praise God!
Praise God, from the heavens;
praise God in the heights!
Praise God all you angels;
Praise God all you host!

Praise God sun and moon
Praise God all you shining start
Praise God you highest heavens
and you waters above the heavens!

Praise the name of God,
for God commanded and you were created.
God established you forever and ever;
God fixed your bounds, which cannot be passed.

Praise God from the earth,
you sea monsters and all deeps,
fire and hail, snow and frost,
stormy wind fulfilling God's command!

Mountains and all hills
fruit trees and all cedars!
Wild animals and all cattle,
creeping things and flying birds!

Kings of the earth and all peoples,
princes and all rulers of the earth!
Young men and women alike,
old and young together!

Let them praise the name of God
for God's name alone is exalted;
God's glory is above earth and heaven.
God has raised up a horn for his people,
praise for all her faithful,
for the people of Israel who are close to God.
Praise God!